Chapter #35 – Pr
The Monologue of Sakura Airi
I’m not very good at interacting with other people .
I’m not very good at talking to other people while making eye contact .
I’m not very good with crowded areas .
I don’t know when I started to be bad at those things .
However, the one thing I’m know is that a person can’t live completely alone .
No matter how much I love being alone, I cannot possibly survive by myself .
So, I came up with a solution .
Putting on a facade, I live by hiding my true self .
Only then am I no longer me, but rather, become me .
In this dark, lonely world, I can continue to survive .
The world is not a beautiful place . While it’s common sense, everyone secretly wishes for a beautiful world . A bit of a contradiction .
Anyone… anyone’s fine, so tell me this .
Is everyone putting on a facade like me?
Or does no one bother to create a distinction, and show their true selves instead?
Since I don’t have any relationships with other people, there’s no way for me to find out .
So, I’m all alone today too .
I’m alright by myself .
I’m alright with being alone .
I—from the bottom of my heart, want a person that can reach me .
And so, the me today will continue to live quietly, with my eyes cast downwards .